Baby #2

It came as a shock on Friday night to find out that yes, I am pregnant again. Considering that Monday I went to the doctor to be put on birth control, this wasn't exactly the plan... but God had other plans. I'm finally getting over the shock today and am starting to feel a little bit of excitement and I'm sure that will build with time.

You know it's funny how when things happen in your life and then you go to church on Sunday and you hear exactly what you needed. Well that would have been me on Sunday. Obviously being shocked and surprised by the news of being pregnant, there were a lot of concerns that came rushing through my mind and then I went to church. The message was "Don't Worry". What a great concept. In the book of Matthew, it talks about how God says, if you seek me first, I will take care of you, just don't worry. Do you think the birds worry about finding food? No, because God will provide for them. And do you think the trees worry about growing big and strong, no because God will provide. Well aren't we humans more important then trees and birds? If God will provide for them, why would he not provide for us? So seek him first and he will provide. What a perfect message for me to hear. So I will not worry. I will let go and let God. And I will trust that as long as I put him first, he will take great care of me and my family.